I will forget what it means to feel.
2005-01-08
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:#:[/The Fourth Avenue Cafe/]by[/L'Arc~en~ciel/]
I have been tranfixed by my own silence, my own inability to express what I am feeling. Why is it that I can only convey a sense of inexplicably fake joy so convincingly? Yet I redeem my own loniness by refusing to solve the problem it is. Why do I even care about people? Why don't I know what it is to repent, what it is to feel guilt, what it is to feel human. I have only the darkness to turn to, it is the light that unknowingly murders me. I am sick of the lies in the light, it is but false hope to every measly human. I'm killing myself, I'm living what THEY believe is the truth, I play it out, I know that they are dead, because in the end, I am the truth that they couldn't handle.
Monster is too influencing a manga, I love it.
So once again, I am listening to Laruku, and though it's sad sakura got busted for heroin possession, their current songs show real good drumming too. Vision is something that aids appreaciation of sounds. Would to die to be normal? I'd buy your soul and sell it off, good profit for the underworld. Though it's wholey possible LTC buy yours from me to give other people. So many need to get lives.
I am short, fucking hell! I'm short!!! Like real. hahahahhahah, anyways, today i didn't do much, cause i was sick. hahah.
VASH!!! BE TRUAMATIZED BY YAOI COMICS!!
1014 mixed down low in Yz2012X
Three back to M...
I'm coughing blood. Cough cough cough..
Obviously everyone isn't impressed, how long have you existed? To not be able to comprehend the upstart denies your worthiness of being among the elite, go eat shit fucker.
I like hotdogs, they taste fucking good. And i eat too many sweets, the good thing is I don't have decay. Interesting eh. Ugh, I wonder who the fuck asked me to go cough blood cause it sure is shit hard to breathe at the same time. Practically everyone who thinks I'm ok has something VERY EXTREMELY wrong churning in their hamster ball, probably hamster shit. And those people who tell me I'm fine should keep that shit to themselves cause I am so not ok. Hah.
It's the food.
(__Lucifer__)
==ThePsycho==
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