I'm so fucking sick.
2005-02-23
,./Boulevard of Broken Dreams]--(Green Day))
Guess what, IE died on me and I didn’t press ctrl + c properly and DAMN, everything POOF, now gotta re copy codes and think of the things I complaining about. Basically it was just about me being sick and me and me. Yes, I’ve said it before and will say again that the world revolves around me, yeah. Hahah. So anyways, I sentenced Mr Tan to death and I was wondering if it reallly is worth questioning what I learn cause in the end 1. No one answers me. 2. It’s not getting better. So maybe I should just shut up and listen like a dead dog. Sometimes, I feel like this is all a damming game that never ends… It is to question logic that you find none in it.
I was listening to Basket Case while IE a painfully long time to comit suicide. Despite sucidal attempts, I guess I didn’t notice and asked for this painful end, to type more shit out and copy codes. Ahhahhaha. Besides the fact that IE lies dying on me, I was listening to that very old song casue I was trying to get the lead rhythem. Yeah, it’s odd but sound damn cool. Basically, if you wanna listen to a HYPED up version of that rhythem, listen to The Offspring’s The Kids aren’t alright. It’s much faster and isn’t excatly the same, but works for any music dumkopft.
The sad thing is, I really think Al Yankovic’s version of Pretty Fly for a White Guy is BETTER. When do I say that? When I really am sick, nope, I’m not kidding, go listen to Weird Al’s version, and hey hey, do that hebrew thing.
Yeah people, I’m so going to redo my side bar, nobody likes scrolling down, I have a long archive and my tagboard is neglected. Doesn’t that suck, oh well, only Xopa reads my blog. Hahahah, not like I care but I waste milliseconds of MY life scrolling down to read and reply to xopa’s msgs. Ahhah. Yeah, I can’t spell that word, it’s probably the only fucking word I can’t spell after 23 years of my life. Oh wait, how old am I?
Global Communication by Glay is WEIRD. VERY weird, but extremely fun to listen to you, besides that fact that I’m listening to the same licks… and repeatedly being reminded how much I suck as a guitarist, which practically happens everytime I listen to Glay and The Darkness. I have yet to complain that Justin and Dan Hawkins have large hands and I find it absolutely streching to change my hand shape every few seconds. Hahaha. It’s not all that bad though, considering the fact that I CAN keep up, unlike how I am progressing with Glay’s Survival and All I want, Please, spare me the 186…
However, that I cannot do, as it is part of my INTENSE TRAINING for the amazing concert in March. And I also have 3 hours of INTENSIVELY INTENSE TRAINING for SYF audition. Then I also (supposedly) have, er 4 hours of Maths, 5 hours of Chinese, 2 hours of Physics, 1 hour of History, 1 hour of Literature, 13 hours for homework. DO NOT QUESTION MY MOFO SCHEDUEL, instead help me calculate the uneven distribution of time. Taking away a supposed EIGHT hour sleep time (hey I need excuses to watch anime… JC, if you’re reading this, SINING YOU ARE) Therefore I take 168 ? 54 = 57 (without school) ?13 ? 1 ? 1 ? 2 ? 4 ? 5 = 31 - 9 (SYF on Tues Weds Thurs) = 22 ? 7 (IT) = 15 /7 (days) = 2.132 (hours of sleep) Therefore, I have no time to watch anime anymore. Ahaha.
I hope more people understand now why I would rather watch anime than counting down the days to my material death. Randy Rhoads is my TARGET guitarist standard, man, I’m not gonna even come close to death before that, ok just because I usually get run down by cars does NOT count. And I’m really buying the fact that I need to become like Gackt, which is probably JC’s WORST nightmare, erm, YES, I am SOOOOO going to need to surpass all the people before and now and forever. GYAAAAA, that is will definitely require me to get hungry. Yeah, I’m thinking alright, but wtf, happended to my latin book?! I’m ultimately MISSING it, and yes, I’m neglecting my language… What the hell happended, where the hell did all time go to?! Maybe it’s not where but WHY THE FUCK AM I PACKING MYSELF WITH SO MANY DAMN THINGS TO DO?! Yeah, I think that’s why,
FINALLY AFTER 3 YEARS,
CHIN YI’S BLOODY HANDWRITING THING HAS
E N L I G H T E N E D
ME!
And to think, it was just a bloody theory, guess what, I’m going to learn how to stop time and that’d be “teH ultimate Weapon” damn why am I dissolving my time again?! Wtf, I want black wings. #_^. You know what, I’m listening to the same song I started with…
][LUCIFER]the[psycho]
-(.infestation. evo)-
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