Which side do I belong to.
2005-03-25
,./Red Crossroads (Millia VS Eddie Type-EX)]--(Shin Haechul))
The devil is in my room.
He Stays in every corner.
Every corner with a shadow.
Every shadow owning a corner.
Last night.
He Killed me.
Twice.
Then he told me how he made another woman kill.
She killed her best friend.
The woman made her friend drive off a cliff.
The woman died.
Her friend died.
But God forgave the possessed woman.
He brought the woman to heaven, where she danced with all the other angels.
The woman's best friend died.
How?
She flew out the car window.
She landed in a tree, growing from the cliff.
Her neck was broken, head and body, split 90 degrees.
She had beautiful black hair and eyes,
So the ravens did not eat her.
But she was angry.
Why did god not save her?
Day by day, even if the ravens did not eat her, she would decompose.
And eventually, almost everything but her hair did.
Then one day, after many days, She stared straight at me, as if I was watching a movie of her,
and screamed hideously:"I'm Hungry."
The devil strangled me.
Then.
I found myself alone.
As always, alone.
No one in sight.
Only the ocean, the big, scary ocean.
Its' endless horizon leapt forward.
I was swept away.
But Someone held my hand.
Who?
I don't want anyone.
I wanted to let go.
But the hand pulled me onto dry land.
There were many happy people.
People living meaningless lives of happiness.
This was the beach parallel to Heaven and Hell.
The Devil used to show me the island when I was little.
He said everyone I knew would die and live,
pointless,
but happy lives,
if I listened to him.
But my angels would chase him away,
and sing me a prayer.
But now, there was only a young lady,
and many people.
Happy people, living pointless happy lives.
The young lady told me that she wanted me to run away.
"Why?"
She wouldn't let me ask.
She took me to her car.
It was my mother's car.
She said that everything would be ok.
Then drove down the beach.
She asked me to shoot down the soldiers we drove past.
I killed them all.
We ended up at a subway station.
It was like I have never seen.
She pushed me down the tracks.
The devil pushed away Gabriel and told me:
"I like seeing you die."
"Again."
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Today.
When I switched the Tv on.
And flipped from channel to channel.
"A man was run over in a freak train accident."
And.
"Two women die in midnight car collision."
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The devil killed all my angels.
They're all afraid to help me.
Who will.
After all.
They're all afraid..
Beyond reason..
If only the devil would be nice and help me.
][LUCIFER]the[psycho]
-(.infestation. evo)-
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