The day will dawn, perfect, definitely.
2006-09-14
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幸福への長い坂道]--(
稲葉浩志))
THE COMMON SAYING "to be as carefree as a chang" SHOULD BE AN IDIOM wtf. (no offense to the commonly known as CAREFREE j. chang)
I've been getting dreams even since my eyes died.
I think allergies give me more chances to regret when i wake from deep slumber.
I've always had dreams, I've just never been able to remember them.
Even on nights I feel like it's only been the 5 seconds of shallow sleep,
there were dreams,
interweaved into precautious camouflage.
I'm so blind i can't even see my own future.
So as I stand in the abyss of malice and deceit, my axe at side.
Would you give me hope that the route I chose would lead me somewhere?
Or would you give me the faith that I won't die wandering in the dark.
I'm laughing.
I'm selfless,
yet why does the world love selfless people enough to let them live.
I laugh
the world is foolish.
good bye the world
you are too foolish
who isn't foolish anyways.
The end is beginning and I can't believe that SG idol has 3 finalists who aren't astounding. explosive. attractive. My, oh my. And I'm sure Jasmine said she was from Anglican High 2 months ago. =) Oh well, believe the image that they set out, then talk about it, just don't deny it.
Just like many of you, I sincerely believe in some of my elders' pragmatic views and values pertaining to the subject matter we simply cannot understand: LIFE. I don't know whether I am referring to it as a noun, pronoun, verb, adverb, adjective or which ever last one i missed out in that sequence. We all do. Denial is also something taught, and something learnt.
It's time to stop thinking of what is to come.
Or so.
Omg, love thy esp. hot sexy guitar! hahahaa. grawr. Still cannot get over the fact that I have new guitar.. =) Ltd, but nonetheless. The emperor is <3. kyaahahhaahahha. XD
CHANGE IS WHAT MAKES A MAIN CHARACTER.
Are you one? ahhahahahha..
Unlike you minor role characters in my life story, my future is bright. HAHAHAHAHA.
I need a kick of major change in school life. Someone kill yourself in school so I'll be more motivated to work harder. You think you'll make a difference, oh well, more people should use "I know" instead of "i think", how unsincere the words of many. Why do people even put faith in those who promise nothing. =), the world is wasteful, let us burn! hahaa. I find It ironic how the people who say we need to try harder don't even bother to try.
WHACK THE WORLD
WAKE IT UP
*searches through archives*
I HAVE A GAY ADVERTISEMENT.
I remember i do.
it was about shoes. *searches* wtf, can't find. oh well, it was damn gay so i just wanted to share. how happy and gay my days in Tao Nan were. And tao nan is 100 on the 8th of November.
NO ONE WILL STAND IN MY WAY, I will go back and bai nian for the sch.
Speaking of which, many people find school as a whole "ANAL", ANAL is a new word people copied from a certain someone, how unoriginal dear school population, however, I nonetheless also condone this term in daily conversation as people think I came up with it, for the record. I DIDN'T..
So anyways, Fine, school indeed is anal if you find it so. Depending on the individual. The school may be violating the individual (**hint hint finanicial matters), or the community which makes the school a school is inferior and inappropriate for such a accomplished individual. Not to mention the disatisfactory service the individual receives everyday.
However, there are some who are displeased with something they cannot pinpoint and blindly worship the fact that they can claim to be a socialite god in the school of their current residence and subsequently go back to their previous school and boast about it. tsk tsk dear "some" who think so, i feel that if these people are trying to internally brand ACS INTL as a haven for fallen people unable to pick up their pace again and overtake the world, they should leave and go back to their previous school.
If you were nothing in your old school, we don't want you to come here and pretend to be a hotshot/hotshit. If you have no talent, but still pretend you have talent, go home and repent, don't tell us you do so, we don't need to gain emotion for you knowing. If you like boasting to your old school circle so much, just go back there and be with them, I truly and sincerely believe they will love you back. They have more of a blood affinity with you.
I can't help but admire the fact that i'm disgusting.
It's beautiful.
I dislike the filthy people in my school.
I'll make next year a year of doing what makes you you.
We'll burn what ever commandments we want into the walls.
Those who are supposed to be helping the school don't.
Those who used to help, gave up.
Their just disfiguring the community making it inferior, just like in the eyes of all the outsiders.
I'm slowly making up my mind.
A main character changes.
I can't stand life without change.
Someone change.
Being fucking straight is useless in some ways.
somehow, everyone lies so obviously.
It's sad how i play along with these animals' games.
It's just so bloody obvious,
It's so bloody stupid.
I should never let people think I don't know what they are thinking.
I am a fool.
Too bad I have to live most of my life this way.
Ironic don't you think.
Here I stand all by myself,
sensing something's out of place,
My mind's gone numb,
i'm lost in your territory.
So I've been left wondering what the hell,
What is wrong with me.I'm the cure, or y'all vaccines.
to sum it all up, I simply despise the fact that i was put on earth to share my air with filthy mongrels, these humans are all disgusting. god why did you do this to me?
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