Just another star
2008-01-26
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Oh my god,
the revelation that EVERY SINGLE GRADED ASSIGNMENT COUNTS toward my IB grade has just struck me.
This is fucked up!
I can't be enthusiastic about my homework!
I JUST CAN'T!
LOOK AT ME!
Whee!!!!
After talking to ever high grade achieving Rachel Lim I realised how apathetic I am towards the subject of studying.
Sure everyone loves learning and knowing more than one does and making one feel like a total noob, but I CANNOT ENJOY SCHOOL WORK.
How do you go home with a smile everyday knowing that you have homework waiting for you when you arrive at your humble/diabolically-evil abode; knowing that beautiful, precious homework crafted with loving care by someone, you know naught of/hold little-except-some-contempt for, is there to embrace you as their single only possession -- There to hold you tight through the night.
How do you love it so carelessly, you think of it all day, let it fill your every living moment, squirm thinking of the things you will do together with it during break, dream of it being tortured by your tutor's hands ungracefully when you are parted from it.
I'm not some fucking study freak!!
This is tantalizingly horrific.
I am saying FUCK THIS SHIT,
but that is totally the wrong attitude if you want to get a good IB grade, go to a good school, get a good job, get a good living space, get a good WHAT THE FUCK.
-.-
I want awesome.
Ok, let's take A levels too?!
Am I fucking insane? Well if I don't live big I guess I'm just mediocre, live your life like that.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
Suck it up and be the little oppressed society man who earns big bucks like any other guy who earns big bucks and then just die.
wow.
amazing.
I'm sooo impressed.
Who cares about you.
Mediocre.
Joe.
DRAGON ★ KING-(.
infestation.
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