The secret of life is to appreciate the pleasure of being terribly, terribly deceived.
 

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Updated: '09/09/26  

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It's killing me inside.

2009-05-18
,./propane nightmares]--(pendulum))

After I played with patt and ezra today I just felt that enlightenment again. The 3 hours I had alone in the music room with my guitar was just like home but when I got home I realised how much I am killing myself not playing guitar every minute of my life. The past few days really rekindled that blazing ocean of oil.

I can't stand it.
I want IB to be over so I can die playing guitar.
As long as that happens, I don't really care how soon I'm gonna die. As long as I can play every minute of my life.

I don't know how come I'm stuck doing something I'm not 100% interested in. Why eh? I'm doing it cause I don't know what I'm supposed to think. When do we? Everything we think, is because we've learnt to think that way. We're taught how to think. So how can anything I think be really what only I could think of?

Strange.

I must finish IB.
Then I will be able to remember what I live for.

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